Aha Learning To Relax.....

Today is a Good day

When I showtime went dorsum to operate later having my boy I had a petty freak out together with decided to halt working permanently inwards the Emergency Department together with instead went to operate inwards a to a greater extent than chilled out expanse of nursing. In my novel work I was lucky plenty to accept a corking team, laid upward shifts iii days a week, run my ain clinics, operate no nighttime shifts together with inwards a chore inwards which, aught genuinely stressful (or life threatening) always happened...... job is... I realised a piece agone (whilst doing a locum shift inwards ED) that I genuinely quite similar the crazy stressful public of Emergency Nursing.... together with so a couplet of weeks agone I returned.

It is only equally stressful, fast paced, upsetting together with wonderful equally I remembered together with I am together with so happy I made the correct choice. One of the added bonus's of the chore is my alternative of exclusively doing one 12 hr shift a calendar week hence enabling me to pass to a greater extent than fourth dimension chilling/baking/painting/playing amongst my boy earlier goes to school.... which is magic!!! However, equally he is even together with so inwards plant nursery 1 24-hour interval a calendar week I too accept an actual 24-hour interval off to myself for the showtime fourth dimension inwards nearly four years!!!!

I accept to admit, I spent together with so much fourth dimension over the lastly four years dreaming close what I would create when I got 'me time', that similar a shot it is hither I am finding myself a petty lightheaded together with overwhelmed amongst lists of jobs together with plans I accept been dreaming up.......

Needless to country it is all taking a petty adjustment.......and 1 affair I accept realised is I am non used to relaxing, this whole 24-hour interval seems similar such a luxury together with and so alien........

So I am genuinely re-learning to unloosen the gas (and mama guilt, that he is inwards plant nursery together with I am at home.....he loves nursery)..... I accept to locomote out along telling myself it is okay to only chill, the household doesn't accept to live spotless together with this novel fourth dimension off tin flaming live spent finally reading about of the books that I accept been longing to read since he was born., together with blogging.... its all a operate inwards progress!